hiiiii as you can see, i've already failed at the idea of making a post per month. time flies by so fast!!! but it's ok because i have more to tell ;3
i feel like this is the first time in years that i've been able to really adjust my sleep schedule. my sleep has always been very irregular and after the pandemic it became CHAOS. now in college i have to wake up early every day and i can't have too many absences, which has helped me sleep at a normal person's time :p but i still like to stay awake at night sometimes. definitely the best part of the day !
i've often thought that i wish our society lived the opposite, awake at night and sleeping during the day. there were times when i changed my schedules so much that i didn't feel like i belonged in this world. but it's really nice to be a part of it. i've met a lot of people, done a lot of things, i feel a little more alive. this confirms something i've thought a lot: i need a routine. without a routine, i can't maintain anything, be it sleep, food or any activity. i think this applies to all human beings, or most of them, but for me i feel that it is essential, and that's why i suffered from it during the pandemic.
speaking of meeting new people, i have been making new friends and i am really enjoying the people in my class! it's really nice to feel that you're in the right place. i needed this!!! all the college work i have been doing, no matter how hard it is, is really fun. i know that at some point towards the end of the period i will get really stressed. but i am having a lot of fun for now! it is what i always wanted to study.
this week, when i was getting off the bus at college, a DIVA... an ANGEL... nudged me on the way and said that i had dropped something on the floor. and it was my kirby keychain!!! i love it so much and i was so happy when she gave it to me. i hadn't noticed it falling. it really made my day. she was so cute! she wore a little bow on her head. i hope she knows how happy i was, but she won't read this blog :(
i found it funny that at the end of the first post i wrote the series i was watching, two months have passed and i'm still watching the same ones. and reading the same book too. yes, it takes me a while to consume things... but i think that's good too. it gives me time to watch and digest everything instead of getting caught up in this frenetic wave of consumerism. the problem is that i started watching several other series in the meantime, in other words, i'm just accumulating things
i started steven universe (i've never watched it all), lazarus, severance and i'm finishing twin peaks (so good!!!)
as for music, i've been listening to a lot of black alien and glass animals. their album "how to be a human being" is simply ABSURD and i'd never listened to it all, just a few songs. finally, i'd like to recommend a really nice song that i've been listening to a lot by a brazilian singer ;)